Love

 

edwinandiAnd then you came.. who would have thought I would become one of those girls. The sappy crier, that can’t sit through a romantic movie with out crying, and turning towards my boyfriend wanting to slap him because he made me this way! I’ve been dating since I was fourteen and I still didn’t have it covered. Especially when I met you! Yes you my handsome boyfriend who is currently playing COD right next to me.

Let me tell you, I understand all those memes about girls and their boyfriends who play video games. Sometimes I want to throw his Xbox away while he’s sleeping so he can pay more attention to me.. How self fish do I sound, but I’m ranting now. ANYWAYS. This section is about love, hence the title and picture of my baby and I… Ever since I met E my life has made a complete 360. We fell in love as soon as we met how cliché is that, but it happened, we happened.

Just when I thought I’ve given up on love, life threw me a curve ball. E has taught me about life and a lot about my self. He has showed me my flaws and yet he still chooses to be with me. Before I met E I had a superficial way of thinking when it came to love. I believed those romcom movies would come true. The typical handsome guy running to stop his one true love from getting on the plane , and live happily ever after.

STOP RIGHT THERE because as much as I wanted to be that girl… that girl wasn’t me. Real life isn’t like the movies and there isn’t happily ever after literally right after you meet the one. I mean I met the one “E” and our relationship needs work everyday, and I mean it needs attention all the time. We talk about our “feelings”, no really our deepest feelings , dreams and goals. We push each other so we can be the best that we can be together and as individuals.

Relationships are hard work and yes E and I fell in love but to stay in love we have to choose love each other everyday. I choose to love all of E his flaws, habits, the way he chews his nails or having to massage his flat booty, because he low key loves it even though he likes to deny it. Most importantly I love the way he loves me, all of me. I know I am a lot to deal with, but he puts up with me. Especially after I cursed him out, because he ate the last cookie. Love isn’t easy but I’m happy my life isn’t like a romcom movie.

 

Xo Cece

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