Thank you for being here and taking some time to be here with me. It’s been 3 months since I last posted and ironically it was my “social media detox” post. I could sit here and pretend that these past three months I haven’t been on social media. And that was the reason for not writing but that would be a lie. For these past couple of months I’ve sat staring at my computer thinking about what content I would write about. But nothing felt right. I would start writing about a certain topic but never finish. I had about 4 unfinished writings these past months.
When I first started my website I wrote about anything. This was my outlet, my safe haven. I didn’t think anyone would read my writings and it felt freeing. I didn’t realize how wrong I was. I started to receive backlash for my writings in my personal life. Which lead to my three months of hide out. I finally realized I can’t live my life for others. I can’t apologize for how I feel or my outlook in life and experiences. If everyone can live their life why can’t I? We’re going to be talked about and judged so why not live authentically. I’m sick and tired of pleasing everyone.